Thursday, July 26, 2007

24 weeks

viability. what an awesome word. this is a huge milestone for me. they would really try to save my baby if it was born right now, today, and it would actually have a shot at making it. obviously i don't want my baby to be born at 24 weeks, but it's amazing to me that there's even a possibility for a non-tragic outcome.

there's a real, living, human rolling around in me. and it's more likely than not that it will stay that way. you know, alive. it's really mind-blowing.

at this point, my brain has gotten quite mushy and i frequently forget what i was going to say or do. i can't seem to come up with the proper words for things. i am the cliche that can't remember why i went downstairs. clearly, there's a leech sucking away my brain power.

i like how my belly feels. i like seeing it, and i like how i look with it. i'm even not so hateful about my infertility pounds. what i'm not wild about is the fact that polishing my toenails on my own may not be a possibility any longer, but i can live with that.

my very favorite thing is to feel the baby move. even when this morning we had another round of grind-mommy's-bladder-into-a-pancake-with-my-skull so that i was unable to get out of bed for about an hour due to the searing pain, i was actually happy to feel the baby moving. the movements are bigger, stronger, and more frequent. we play poking games with each other. this is, so far, my favorite part.

4 comments:

LJ said...

How terribly adorable. Congrats on the big milestone!

Irish Girl said...

It sounds wonderful, Twirl! Enjoy every moment of it. I'm so happy for you!

Sarah said...

i have no brain power left either. a comment like this takes about 14,000 edits to get all the typos these days. but i don't think that's the only reason viability sounds WILDLY outrageous. i hope it has this affect on me too when i get there (in a week and a half!!). congratulations, i'm so happy for you!!

Stephanie said...

Wow, that is great. What a milestone to reach. Congrats