Because obviously I'm not who I was before I was married. I'm not who I was before we started trying and (thankfully!) I'm not who I was during treatment. Still, infertility being the gift that keeps on giving (yes... even if you end up with a take-home baby) I have... issues.
Who am I now?
Because I kind of don't like me. And If I don't, why should you or anyone else?
I have reasons/excuses for everything... but do they even matter? The reason doesn't change the reality.
I need to do *something* but I just don't know what exactly.