I've recovered from my little emotional outburst yesterday and fortunately I no longer feel like crying. In addition to the pain of failure, I blame the hormone shift.
Now I'm ready to enter the three-day-wait. I'm up for the title of most medicated cycles followed by a rest cycle due to cysts. Do you think the Academy will pick me? I've never not been benched following a med cycle, so I expect that will be the case this time too. Especially given how "well" I respond to the drugs.
here's a bonus tidbit:
I just got a call from the pharmacy.
"You have a prescription waiting for you."
"I shouldn't have any."
"Your... gawn-al.... F"
"No, I already picked that up."
How the fuck did the pharmacy already know this was a failure?!"