Tuesday, September 16, 2008

alone

I'm sitting here alone tonight (well, as alone as I ever am with my zoo) and I'm kind of down.  It's one thing when P is away for work, sure I miss him, but I get why he is wherever he happens to be.  But sometimes (like now), when he's out with friends, just having fun... I just feel ... very on my own.

4 comments:

BigP's Heather said...

It is a very different thing to be away for obligation versus for fun. I'm ok with him being away like when he was in the Navy, or now for work all the time - but going away for a paintball tournament is a very different feeling.

Furrow said...

Do you ever watch sad-looking people -- say, at the grocery store or out watering their lawns -- and wonder if they are as lonely as you are? I felt so all on my own when I was staying home with Z. I'm sorry you're feeling that way right now.

Rachel said...

I'm alone tonight too. Even though I have no idea where you are, you are welcome to come knock on my door.

Liv said...

Sorry to hear you were lonely. E is still on the leave that he took for when the Squirt was born yet he still has to go in and sign paperwork. It makes me a little peeved. But he also never goes out with friends. Heck, I don't like it when he is at work. I miss him too much.

Glad to hear that Birdie is doing better. I haven't commented or checked in much in the last few weeks, but I've been a little busy. Stop by and see pics of the Squirt!!